~Ciarra, standing in right field during her most recent ballgame...singing "Take Me Out To The Ballgame" as loud as she could...especially the "1,2,3 strikes YOU'RE OUT!!" part. And hearing 50 people chuckling at the sight of her.
~ The absolutely astonishingly cruel words of some people who commented on a youtube post I have of her. It hurts to hear the words, sometimes, even when you think you are prepared.
DEATH TO DOWNIES! DEATH TO AUTISTICS! HAIL PURITY!
These sub-humans labelled as "Down's Syndrome retards" are worthless, ugly, and a waste of the world's resources. Sure, you can say "OH WHAT A BEAUTIFUL GIRL LOL" but in the long run, do you really think they will succeed in the cold, whirling abyss of the real world? Political correctness is the only thing making these... these freaks of nature from being exterminated.
~ Still trying to overcome the heartache of Ciarra's best friend here. We talk about it, trying to help her understand that sometimes we have to make choices as parents that hurt...and seeing her lip quiver. God, help her understand...please?
~ Summer vacation starts June 16th here. Today it was in the low 50s. summer??
~ Ciarra got accepted to summer camp for 2 weeks, her good friend for only 1 week...should I even bother trying to send her if she wont have a friend there?
~ I need to get to work planning her birthday....I still cant believe my baby is almost TEN.
~ I signed up for the NDSC Conference in Boston for early July. My best friend was going to go with me, but cant now due to work. I dont think I really even want to go alone. I love the conferences, and I learn so much. But...I hate being alone.